Super OMG! remarkable OMG! This is the worst day of my life! I can't believe it.
Well here it goes, yesterday our beloved (yeah right! beloved) teacher in Mapeh started our lesson about music. Sad to say that our photography and other lesson about modern art had already finished discussing (we didn't even have an activity in the photography lesson). So as I said we started discussing about music, so regards to that he, our teacher announced that we'll going to SING! individually infront of the WHOLE class! and that's it! my skies turned gray and I had goosebumps! I didn't mention it right?
One of my massive weakness is singing, yes! you read it right! singing in front of many crowd or any group of people! I really can't do that stuff, it really kills me! Well of course I can sing, I sing anytime I want but it's only for my self, i'm the one who can hear it, I don't want anyone to hear me singing, not because I have an ugly voice (it's included, a little) but because I'm really shy to let people hear my singing voice. That's why I don't sing a lot in public.
So that's it, I search some songs that can fit my voice and of course when the time comes, mapeh time, I felt scared and I want to ran away but I have to face it! *aja!* haha! so as I entered the classroom I saw my friends sitting at the back, I hurried up and sat with them (very thankful because I'm in the last row, that means I will be the last one to sing). But! my predictions are WRONG! when our teacher went near us he said, "Ok, the people at the BACK will be the FIRST one to sing!" and I was like OMG! I mean it! it's so bad really, really bad! My head is empty and I merely forgot the lyrics of the song, yeah 'Na mental Block ako!'
I'm the FOURTH one who will sing! When it is my time to sing, my voice is kinda craggy and my hands were numb. And I started to sing.


And that's it, haha! yeah, only the chorus. lol but I really felt nervous and scared. After that, I felt relieved, atleast I'm already finished and I don't have to worry anymore, but still I'm suffering from mental shock because of what happened.. LOL!